This is the guy who was my first everything.
This is also my ex-boyfriend who I have a hundred and one reasons on why I should hate him and just not care anymore.
But this is the guy I care about with all of my heart. This is the guy that makes me feel so happy and comfortable and safe. He’s someone I have told my entire life to. He’s the person I could spend forever with and always have something to say to him.
He’s also the guy that is so wrong for me in every way.
He’s the one I just can’t let go of.
It took him six months to take a photo with me.
And he wanted to hide it from the world.
This is the only photo.
Even though there’s nothing holding us together anymore, I have this photo and it means so much to me.
So I’m submitting this because, even though I don’t know any of you personally, I want someone to know that at one point in time, he and I were something, that he was and is my everything, that this is who I love, and someone who I really hope had, at one point, loved me back.
I want someone to know that at one point in time we were happy together.
This is the guy that I’m in love with.